Snapshots from El, Inc.

Tired and discouraged..

I got a 45/50 for my last Clinical Experience Report. Discouraged because it was the longest Report I've ever turned in, and I made a lower grade on it than my other reports. And I had so much to report and evaluate - I was overwhelmed that week.. Feeling very down now and very incompetent after reading all of Dr. Stephenson's comments splashed in red ink over the pages of my report like so much blood after a messy murder.. Excuse the morbid language - I'm in a bad mood.
So much to do, so much to do.. So much to learn, improve on.. So little progress?
Discouraged...

*sighs*

I guess I'm reacting this way because I'm physically tired, and I'm focusing too much on the things that I have to do this week.. God, give me strength - I'm desperately in need of whatever help I can get. I'm in over my head.. And it's only the beginning of the week.. *dies*

I need Christ. *goes into closet to pray*

Pray for me if you get a chance - Heaven knows I need it.

Labels: Rantings

posted by Joel Chan @ 8:40 AM